it has been a long time

dear blog, dearest blog. it has been a long long time ever since i blogged! chey! where got long? it was just like how many days ago only. meishan is a liar.. haha:)

it has been a super hectic week for me. i am totally shagged. courses after courses, tests, campaign bookings, campaign details... i m so sleep deprived.

just wanna share something with my dearest blog. 

do people eventually marry the RIGHT one or at the RIGHT time?

i came across this real case. i was going home one night and i saw one of my colleague seating all by herself at this bench near the carpark. we chatted and she told me her story.

she had a boyfriend for 8 years. now, she is getting married, not to the 8 years boyfriend but to her new boyfriend of 3 months. i asked her: "Do you really love your fiance? Are you really happy?" She did not give me a definite answer. She smiled after trying and said : "Maybe. i don't know. I am no longer young. When the time comes and it came and i know i must get married" 

i asked her again: " Have you gotten over your ex boyfriend?" She said: "Yes."

but shortly. she said again: "He is an idoit la. He is getting married the next month to another girl." I can see that her eyes were getting a bit watery. 

stories after stories of how people broke up recently. 

there is always a thin line between letting go and holding on.

will you choose to continue in a relationship when there is no more love? get married to that someone whom u don't love but thought it was your responsibility to do so?

same analogy.. just like a person with heart defects. will u choose to get a heart transplant or will u continue to rely on that machine for survival?  heart transplant= move out of that relationship and get someone new. rely on machine= continue that relationship at the midst of sacrificing yourself?

dear blog, what do you think of guys that let go of a relationship when they don't feel anything more in a relationship?

dear blog, what do you think of girls that keep holding onto a relationship when they feel that love don't exist anymore in a relationship?

dear blog, how will your react if you know that your ex is attached again?

dear blog, what do you think is my current situation? my feelings towards things?

dear blog. dear blog. dear blog.

Can you sing me a song? a song that goes on and one. 

Can you give me more time. a time that heal and heal.

Can you give me more happiness. happiness that never dies.

Can you give me more courage. courage that never fails.

Can you give me more blessings. blessings that will bless you and me.